a warm summer day. Drowning in guitar and fuzz. Looking at the trees. a real voice. make me a real boy. stringing together just the righttermswords something to create to feel to-
lose track of my own art is to lose my voice. Back in the tower. To find it again is like pulling teeth. Unnatural. Painful. Confusing. unoriginal and trite and deeply obvious and frankly embarrassing to think this could be moving-
out of bed and to the couch and back to bed with little inbetween. I scroll online and take none of it in. My thoughts are scattered and my sentences meaningless. The world is so cruel. I call doctors and call out of work and apologize again to my teachers as I spend hours a day doing anything but thinking-
that this could mean anything. The conceited heart of an artist. That your words change anyone but yourself. That they are missed. All artists think they matter and very few of them are right-
and left and right and left moving forward. my legs ache after five minutes of standing. my head swims and my vision becomes. strange. I should have the words, having the words is my only job. My doctor is concerned and everyone else seems mostly inconvenienced. I keep to myself. I search for a conclusion. I call my doctor again hoping to get an in person meeting this time. I go on my meds and go off my meds. I sleep again. October ends. The world moves on.
sign into the patient portal to make an appointment! enter the six digit confirmation code we texted! make an account to view health providers near you! log in with your google account! please use our online portal to manage your healthcare! download our app for virtual appointments! use mychart to track your labs! this is a different medical facility from your last doctor so you need a different mychart account! answer this 80 question survey each time before you are seen! download the cvs app to manage your prescriptions! download the cvs caremark app to manage your other prescriptions! these apps are not compatible. scan this generated barcode at the pharmacy to pick up your prescriptions! must be logged in. what if i jeff the kill you
no offense but dan & phil are some of the fakest youtubers out there and their fanbase is 10x as fake like u wanna tell me these two straight dudes can make a fortune out of people shipping them together but actual gay youtubers have to scramble for views and fight past the restrictions on youtube like……………….ok.
and honestly dont tell me that people actually enjoy their letsplays / vlogs / whatever they do bc no lets be real 90% of their fans only watch their content bc they want to ship these two straight guys together. theres literally no other reason.
More money than any of us here will ever see in our lives, taken directly from our taxes, is funding death and destruction unfathomable across the ocean. Not universal healthcare, not schools, nothing good. Just death.
Keep protesting, keep up using your voice, and don’t lose hope, we owe Palestine that much
mutual 1: got in a car accident today didnt have time to masturbate bc i had to exchange insurance info with the other guy but i think i have a chance of hooking up with him bc he drove a ford
mutual 2: call me throat cancer the way peter tork could get it
mutual 3: (500 reblogs of a robert de niro/martin scorsese yaoi photoshop edit)
mutual 4: i think love will always be there. even when you wish it werent. (gif of rotating monkeys)
mutual 5: breaking news stephen stills stopped taking estradiol because it made him experience menopause symptoms
mutual 6: who would be the first member of the beastie boys to get an abortion i vote ad rock
mutual 7: (web weaving post dedicated to descriptions of nonsexual intimacy in an air fryer instruction manual)
mutual 8: heres a link to my google drive containing every single article on jstor its continuously updated but please DM me if ive missed one.
mutual 9: (poll) my psychiatrist told me i might be the cause for my relationship issues with the elderly gay couple ive been practicing bdsm with should i kill the psychiatrist or myself?
mutual 10: giys im scared
mutual 11: trent reznor has never washed his pussy but id still eat it every day #feminist
mutual 12: went for a walk and got some coffee. the sun is shining, children are playing on the street and life is wonderful
mutual 13: drafting my suicide note while on hold with the bank rn
mutual 14: (photo of the most gorgeous plate of food imaginable) quick dinner tonight! didnt have time to sous vide the quail so i opted for a quick braise - still turned out delicious!
mutual 15: sooo…. apparently my city has been cursed with an eternal night for like 3 years and i didnt notice? kinda gerardcore if you u ask me..
i watched the whole first season of better call saul out of order because the piracy site had mislabeled all the episodes except the first and last and just thought “wow what an interesting way to do this, i wonder if the second season is nonlinear too”
